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i feel like updating.... so i am. so this wk has been kinda blah... ive been feeling extremely happy and yet sad at the same time.  idk wat to think anymore.

hold on to what you love &
stay true to what you know
take everything you dream
of and never let it go<3 (i adore that quote)

i dont really remember what i did like during the wk... i hung out w/ matt on wednesday and he came over and somewhat fixed my computer. i hate my computer at my moms it freezes constantly. and on thursday i had behind the wheel. not so much fun... i gotta see the school in comstock thats sposively haunted.... its extremely freaky looking. i decided i dont like 90 degree backing. its not uuber hard but i just dont like it.

Real girls aren't perfect
perfect girls aren't real.

yesterday went over to matts for like 1/2 an hr after school and layed around. then i went over to drop my stuff off at my dads and then i went over to oans. we got ready went to the mall and met up w/ jade. i was sooooo hyper.... i couldnt sit still or stand still at all it was bad. we saw mike there.... can u spell akward?! i was pretty much a complete bitch to him. he was actually nice to me and not perverted which is not at all like him. but what do u say to your ex that you havent seen in 5 months cuz you(as in mike) were in lock up? he admitted to me that i can do better than him too... which i can and am. (not to sound concieted)

when everyone is telling me ive changed
the truth is i really havent; i've just
stopped living my life their way (sooo true for me)

today i went to hip hop then i watched stewie griffin the untold story w/ my dad... it was nice i hardly ever get to spend time w/ my dad anymore. then i took a shower and got ready. i went to subway, bestby and the mall w/ matt after that. then we went to saw 2 w/ adri, bree, trevor, josh, ryan, and jade... i think thats everybody. it was really good but really gross.... the guys were worse than the girls in the gross parts which made me laugh.

Be careful who you trust
Don't listen to anyone
that gets in your way.
Do what you feel is
right & fuck what other
people have to say (i honestly think that life wud be easier if ppl did that)

tommorow is going to be a hw day for me. yuck! but i have a lot so i spose i shud get it done. its almost monday again... wkends go by wayyy to fast.

But I guess it's always been that way. wanting to be loved` to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way. <3 = ONE TREE HILL

im out... keep it real!
<33 Megan

hey ppl! how has every body been? ive been ok... not the greatest but ok.

so i didnt really do anything last wk till the wkend. i was highly dissapointed about my wkend too. everything i thought was gonna be super fun was pretty lame. like the halloween dance... lame! mostly the first like hr where the gay dj wouldnt stop playing country... then he played gold digger twice i wouldnt have mind that much cept that he played like one other song in between them.

saturday was toms party. i got there and the only ppl that were there was jake, john, matt and tom. it was funny tho cuz like tom ha d a fog machine and you couldnt really see somebody 5 ft or more away from u ha. then more ppl showed up and we pretty much were just gathered around the tv watching wild boys. so me and matt left and watch like 1/2 of 2 jason movies at his house.

so yeah lately ive been really stressed out... and idk. like it just seems like every little thing is irratating me. like i dont even have anything bad in my life.... liek everything in my life right now is pretty much perfect...but im just extremely stressed out and idk why. so if ive been a bitch to you at all lately im sry plz dont take it personally. im starting to feel better tho hopefully ill stay that way.

yeah so today we had to do this military workout in gym... it sucked. if it was spose to make us want to join the guard it didnt work at all. it did the exact opposite. i know that i could never survive in the military any way tho. id whine to much... im not gonna lie. i can barely do one pushup... im soooo bad at them. ughh. i cud like barely lift my arms after that. i went home sick today too. i felt like i was gonna throw up and i had a huge headache... so i took like  a 4 hr nap. i think part of the reason ive been stressed is cuz i havent gotten enough sleep so im gonna try to get more.

but im off like a prom dress!
<333 megan

hey guys! how is ever1? good i hope. im kinda crabby at the moment... idk why either which is somewhat making more crabby. ive been over analyzing things lately... and i dont like it. break... its been ok not a blast tho... havent really done much... just been lying around but i think i needed some time to just lye around.

You just have to live your life
not caring & and shake
off the drama just to prove
that you're better;;
than they think you are <3

i went to the mall today. i saw adam! i havent seen him in soooooo long it was good to see him. i missed him! he walks up to the table where me and matt and tom were sitting and just stands there and is like hey i look and then like 1/2 a minute later omg ADAM! aww i was sooo in need of seeing an old friend! thank you adam u made my day. then as i was thinking about seein adam earlier i realized i missed my friend dustin! i havent seen him in forever either and he used to be my best guy friend. idk i miss hanging out w/ so many ppl and i really started realizing that today.

It's weird to think about
how different your life
would be if you never met
the people who changed it

so i was watching the show one tree hill yesterday... and yeah it got me thinking (i think too much!)... wat got me thinking is that two of the characters wrote down what they thought wud happen during the yr and at the end of the yr they would look at wat they wrote down. then i realized most of the time wat u think is going to happen doesnt... somtimes what happens is better and sometimes what happens is worse... but either way its all just a part of growing up. sometimes youll say something is going to happen that u want even though u dont really think its going to and then when u least expect it it actually does. u cant control the things that happen to you... you can try but theres a very small chance that u will succeed.... i mean theres a reason for everything that happens right? you gotta go thro the bad to get to the good. so all we can really do is sit back relax and hope that our lives take us where we wanna go... and in the middle we of course have to live it up thro the good and bad times.

People are going to hate you, love you,
love to hate you, and hate to love you.
But the ones that mean the most,
will always be there.
SEX&THE CiTY *

well that was my deepness for the day... i hope u enjoyed. its almost adris birthday only like an hr! be sure to say happy birthday too her! even sing if u like lol. but im gonna go think about somethings that have been bugging me lately! keep it real!

the truth is..we hide so we can be found we walk away to see who will follow we cry to see who will wipe away our tears and we let our hearts get broken to see - who will come and fix them. (id have to agree)

<333 Megan

A boy & a girl stood in line for his favorite rollercoaster. The girl shuddered in fear, her fear of heights. She glanced at the boy with watery eyes & managed to say " i cant do this " He put his hand on her cheek & smiled " i promise you. if you fall out , ill go with you" (awwwwww)

hey guys. so i changed my look again... i get bored too easily. i really like this song... the spill canvas is an extremely good band... i recommend taking a listen to them sometime.

all that matters is you being happy and the person who helped get you there <3

well hc was on friday-saturday... it wasnt at all what i expected it to be. the football game wasnt too much fun for me... the 1st 1/2 was tons of fun but then i got hit in the face really hard w/ one of those plastic orange footballs. it hurt super bad i had a bloody nose and everything... im just glad it didnt get swallon. i have a little scratch and bruise and thats it.

H0W T0 iMPRESS A W0MAN::
compliment her - cuddle her - kiss her - caress her - love her - tease her - protect her - hug her - wine && dine her - buy her nice things - listen to her - stand by her - support her - bring flowers to her - go to the ends of the earth for her <3
H0W T0 iMPRESS A MAN::
show up naked - bring beer (ha so true)

well getting ready for hc was fun until i only had like 1/2 an hr not even to do my hair and make up and get dressed. when im finally ready matt c/ me and says hes not gonna make in time if he eve makes it cuz he got in an accident and totalled his truck. i flipped out at the time just cuz i was uuber stressed... but then i was just happy he didnt get seriously hurt.

when a guy tells you you're hot, he's looking at your body.
when a guy tells you you're pretty, he's looking at your face.
when a guy tells you you're beautiful, he's lookin at your heart. <3

so we took pictures and all the pictures that had guys and girls in it nicolle was my date lol. and at space aliens lol. im gonna guess u 2, u 2, u 2, u2, and ughhh... u 2. ha that was gr8. and dancing in the little picture bott w/ those ppl looking at us lol.

no matter how ugly you think you are or how everyone else around you has it better than you, there's always going to be that one special guy that loves you because you're not like everyone else <3

got to hc and danced w/ the girls for like the 1st hr and then matt showed up! yay! lol. took pictures.... then dance the rest of the night. which was really fun... i cant believe i was lookin forward to this since july and now its over crazy! ughh.

be mindful what you toss away -- be careful what you push away && think hard before you walk away <3

well im uuuber happy this was the only day of school this wk... i need a break soooo bad. idk why but ive been extremely stressed lately so im thankful. might be going to a bonfire at either dustins or alexs this wk shud be fun. ill probably have pictures up tommorow or wednesday from hc... havent gotten them developed yet.

let's play truth or dare or just dare because nobody tells the truth anymore <|3 ++ 0NE TREE HiLL

im off like a hc dress lol adri and brad!
<33 Megan

*pictures*

brad and part of my head at the game

alli, nikke, myself and miss kj

me after i got my injury

roni, tessa, heather, nikki, and myself... its like a pyramid of heads

 hope, myself, and kj looking sexy!

 yeah nicolle was my date untill matt got there... i couldnt keep off of her wat can i say lol

 adri, bree, me, and nicolle... look hott!

 me and my lovely nicolle

 me and the lovely brianna emily conner

 nicolle, me, jaimee, bree,  and adri... this is my favorite one i think

 me, nicolle, cole, jam, ry, bree, brad and adri... every1 that was at nicolles

 jam and cole ahhhhhhhh

 me and jam

 once again i couldnt stay off of nicolle lol

 and again lol... no im not a lesbian it was a joke

 bree and ry... awwwww

 brad and adri.... awww!

 jordan and brittany... awww and ry too but hes not spose to be in there

 yeah thats just how we role!